This is just for me. And Sage. My smiles. My tears. Rays of sunshine and raindrops. Cloudbursts.
The JC Penney Portrait Club just called to let me know that our membership was going to expire; to ask if I wanted to schedule some family portraits before it did. They wanted to remind me that I still had some unused benefits that I could take advantage of if I wanted to schedule a free sitting.
Ugh. I said "Not right now, thank you." and hung up the phone and cried. I have been dreading family portraits since Sage died. Just Zach and I. It feels so wrong. They belong here with us. Most of the time I am able to deal in one way, shape or another. But the idea of taking an official family portrait of just Zach and I kind of shatters me. God I fucking miss Sage.
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