JC Penney Portrait Club

The JC Penney Portrait Club just called to let me know that our membership was going to expire; to ask if I wanted to schedule some family portraits before it did.  They wanted to remind me that I still had some unused benefits that I could take advantage of if I wanted to schedule a free sitting.  

Ugh.  I said "Not right now, thank you." and hung up the phone and cried.  I have been dreading family portraits since Sage died.  Just Zach and I.  It feels so wrong.  They belong here with us.  Most of the time I am able to deal in one way, shape or another.  But the idea of taking an official family portrait of just Zach and I kind of shatters me.  God I fucking miss Sage.